Well, it's been a weird year. The following are just some things rattling around in my head today--do not expect structure.
At times, 2024 was really tough. Lots of ups and downs with my dad, but mostly downs in regards to him. I have had to be tough, to be strong, and to lean on others. But in that leaning, I saw that I have an incredible community around me.
This especially was true when I was going through my egg retrievals. People supported me emotionally and, at times, practically by doing things like providing me food and Gatorade (and boy did I drink a lot of Gatorade). I am proud of taking this step towards being a parent.
I lost my last grandparent this year and while I miss her, one of the things that struck me most is that now my parents are the oldest generation in my family. Perhaps this is selfish of me, but it's also the truth.
I read lots of books this year both for fun and for pay (overall the books for fun were better, but don't it always seem to go?). I also watched a lot of silly TV, but it has helped me cope a lot of the time. I've kept up this blog and my book review blog which have been a struggle at times, but I'm proud of having done so.
There have been struggles with body image, dating, and, as mentioned before, my dad, but I am working on all of them. I have a great support system in my family, friends, and, of course, my therapist.
Some additional things I'm thankful for this year:
- Hoban
- My hobbies(especially D&D)
- Readers of my blogs
- My plants
- Being employed
- My apartment
(Prompt by me)
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