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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days season 4, episode 7

A weekly tradition now to watch with a friend and type out my thoughts.

  1. Ew ew ew that was the grossest shot of cigarette butts
  2. I also just noticed a no smoking sign in their room
  3. "You are not a god"
  4. Usman, you should dump Lisa
  5. Ed keeping his sunglasses on the back of his shirt is hilarious
  6. I wonder what that ring is that Rose wears as a necklace
  7. Does Rose have a tattoo?
  8. Ed is pulling a Stephanie and getting Champagne
  9. Also, there is already a large bottle of wine in the room
  10. Foot massage in front of camera man is so weird
  11. I don't remember the last time I was this uncomfortable watching this show
  12. No, Varya's mom won't have good things to say and she will be correct
  13. Ugh to you Geoffrey
  14. Loving all the bear stock footage
  15. Geoffrey has decided to pick a terrible bouquet for Varya's mother and her facial reactions are amazing
  16. Are we FINALLY getting to the Darcey and Tom confrontation?
  17. Cry me a river, Tom
  18. We have seen all of this already
  19. Ugh his smirk pisses me off
  20. What is Tom's job?
  21. Tom, you did say that she WAS a wonderful woman like Darcey didn't make that up
  22. Oh this poor server
  23. Omg Yolanda's daughter is going to do the most basic google searches to expose Williams
  24. Okay...so a warning that they're gonna get boobs out would've been good
  25. Erica, I want you to think of what this would be like if you were a man that that suggested this date cause I think you're thinking that because you're a woman you can't be creepy and pressure-y
  26. This conversation is important, but there are other people here...
  27. I really want Williams to be Usman, Usman, or Giant
  28. Ash and Avery just left a belt on the bed
  29. Ash is not answering the questions at all
  30. Ed is really going to ask this woman to shave
  31. EW EW EW
  32. WOW he said leg hair is gross...but he's allowed to have it?
  33. When you say that the champagne got her excited...I start to wonder about consent
  34. Ed, of course she doesn't have air conditioning 
  35. Also, if you wanted to know what to except you could've asked and/or done research
  36. If this trip is stressful...what do you think the immigration process is going to be like?
  37. Haha Varya's mom can tell that Geoffrey just picked the flowers from somewhere nearby
  38. Geoffrey, there is a difference between a five hour plane flight where you don't need a visa and like go knows how long of a flight where you have to get a visa
  39. No one can trust you, Geoffrey
  40. What dating apps have a business side?
  41. Also, pretty sure that was Bumble?
  42. She didn't demand, she asked how you would feel about it
  43. Wow this conversation escalated quickly
  44. Ed, if you did video chats, I'm not sure how you're this surprised by what thing slook like
  45. In three weeks she loves you?
  46. Tom, you suck
  47. "I love you like I love my sister" That is gross considering you've slept together
  48. You thought there was something worth holding onto but you also had already found someone else?
  49. David actually makes it to "Lana's" hometown
  50. Geoffrey, the time to come clean was before you flew over
(Prompt by me)
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