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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days season 4, episode 12

Okay so I do know that the reunion leaked and that none of the couples are still together, but still...let's watch!

  1. The music wants me to be into Varya and Geoffrey and I'm not
  2. Thank goodness Varya is saying no
  3. Man it's almost like Geoffrey could've talked to her about being ready to get engaged
  4. Fuck off, Ash
  5. I'm lovin' Avery
  6. "If you allow me, I'll tell you about things that have been bothering me." YUCK
  7. A two hour drive is not long enough to stop over at a hotel
  8. I want Avery and Sian to talk sooooooooo bad
  9. Avery is correct to ask for her own room
  10. Ash's reaction to that is scary
  11. How is she breaking your trust by wanting her own room?
  12. I love how Erika has so many themed earrings
  13. I kinda think Stephanie isn't gonna come out...
  14. I have to wonder if these pauses are really this long or if they're edited up
  15. Welp, there's that
  16. David is so dumb like I don't even have words
  17. Why do you trust her, David?
  18. These poor hotel staff members
  19. I love how we're interviewing all Ukrainians about David's love life
  20. She's busy with hockey games? Why can't you attend them?
  21. Rose, you are correct, he doesn't love you
  22. Ed also has not told the truth or put in any effort with Prince
  23. Ed, how are you shocked? HOW?
  24. He's trying so hard to cry for the cameras, but he can't
  25. GO ROSE
  26. "I can't forgive him anymore"
  27. Oh, Rose, I hadn't thought about how you might've been doing this for all of your family
  28. "I'm a bad person, okay." "Yeah."
  29. Rose looks satisfied
  30. Rose, I want you to steal stuff from the hotel so Ed gets in trouble for it
  31. I like how there is a kids' plastic basketball hoop in the shot of Ed being sad at the pool
  32. Avery is so smart to want to hear it directly form Sian
  33. Aw Taj seems sweet
  34. I love Sian's ring
  35. The dog is helping break the tension
  36. I love this idea of Avery and Sian going to a wine bar sans Ash
  37. Geoffrey, I don't care that you feel defeated
  38. Geoffrey, how can you be this confused? Like has she even facetimed your kids?
  39. Varya, please put on a seat belt
  40. Geoffrey, you would come back to keep getting to know her
  41. Is Stephanie in a school girl costume?
  42. God, I would hate to be one of Erika's friends right now...this is so awkward
  43. I love that the show is forcing them to sit in a U shape instead of just around the table like a normal group
  44. This night seems to be going well...how do we go to plate throwing?
  45. That was a beautiful mural
  46. Did David get a translator in one hour?
  47. That coat is...a lot
  48. I love that we're meeting the P.I.
  49. My god, David, why do you think the P.I. is going to make the P.I. think Lana is genuinely in love with you?
  50. This poor translator
  51. I also wonder when a P.I. should report someone for trying to hire them to stalk people
  52. So David made this poor translator fire a P.I.
  53. There was a store called "Alpaca Passion" and I approve
  54. So it seems like Sian and Ash divorced right around when she got pregnant
  55. Is that case labeled 'fancy beer'?
  56. Avery, you are just lying about Ash...she is not sweet or empathetic 
  57. "The predominant Ash" is a worrying phrase
  58. So Ash is honest, but he swept everything under the rug?
  59. WHAT WHAT WHAT
  60. Holy shit Ash is such a liar
  61. So Ash lied again
  62. Avery, this isn't sugarcoating, this is lying
  63. Varya, I do hope this is the end
  64. Whoa this relationship was on and off for ten years???
  65. I bet we've met this ex
  66. Breaking a plate is so scary
  67. Erika has Vegemite PJ shorts...this just needed to be highlighted 
  68. And that's that I guess
  69. I do not believe that you'll always love her, Stephanie
  70. It is literally freezing in Kiev
  71. I love seeing how touristy the part of Kiev David is in is
  72. David, you are not going to hug Lana
  73. David thinks this gold shirt and the long leather coat is him looking his best
  74. David drew a little smiley face on the white board in his room
  75. I'm so mad at this show...Lana better be real
  76. You also, I hope, told her about the camera crew
  77. There are several people dressed up as bears and I love it
  78. MY GOD, LANA IS HERE
  79. I bet Geoffrey is wooing that friend who was into him
  80. Wow I can't wait til next week

(Prompt by me)
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