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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days season 4, episode 18

Is there actually more to tell? I feel like if you told all...there shouldn't be more to tell...feels like that's not what all means...

  1. Why would I care what Ed thinks about David?
  2. David seems to understand Lana's position in terms of being on the website
  3. Tom just tries to jump in 
  4. David...I do not understand what you're saying is illegal
  5. David, how is a paid site not a scam?
  6. Ed, do you think all women just know their ring size? Like I super don't know
  7. Wow, David has proposed a total of five times
  8. God, Tom, I don't care what you wrote
  9. Tom, you didn't try to console Darcey so idk if she is 'inconsolable'
  10. Oh man, Ash's seminar
  11. I forgot how empty the seminar was
  12. Dismorphism?
  13. Biological level?
  14. Well I appreciate Ash saying it was bullshit
  15. I think Avery was direct, not aggressive 
  16. Stephanie and Erika's friends are talking over them
  17. Heather is dismissed
  18. Who is the lady that Erika has tattooed on her arm?
  19. Shaun looks so tired when Ed asks if he can ask Rose a question
  20. Okay so Rose lying about having been to Manila is a big deal, but you lying about your height isn't a big deal
  21. Rose would've left you because you're a vile person, Ed
  22. Ed just admitted he isn't kind
  23. The questions you had, Ed, are not legitimate
  24. Ed, your lack of neck is so far from the worst thing about you, like my grandpa had it and he wasn't a vile person
  25. Celebrity questions?
  26. I don't know these celebrities who are asking about a bubble bath
  27. I'm creeped out by the art in Ed's house
  28. I don't know this next celebrity either
  29. Darcey would pick Tom over Jesse and idk how to feel
  30. Jenny McCarthy sucks
  31. Great, I love hearing Ed's mayo hair tips
  32. I do not care what Tom feels
  33. I did not realize that David had two male friends...I thought they were the same person
  34. I love how David's friends are honest like "Yeah, I was surprised that Lana said yes"
  35. Like yeah, more time sounds good, but why would he have to propose in the US?
  36. How are we only getting into the payment now?
  37. Guess we're not gonna dive in to how Lisa is racist, huh?
  38. Not gonna address Geoffrey's charges, huh?
  39. Guess we don't have more questions for Yolanda
  40. I feel like we didn't need a three part tell all

(Prompt by me)
90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days TLC
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