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Thoughts on the second half of 90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days season 4, episode 3

Let's see how this plays out.
  1. I hope you and your daughter go to England and just have a fun time jsut the two of you
  2. I think Williams might be a woman
  3. The Williams is so much
  4. I really don't like seeing Yolanda sad
  5. HE CHANGED THE NAME
  6. He also didn't block her which is not smooth in terms of catfishing
  7. It makes me so sad that she still thinks he's like real
  8. The show must've known he was fake beforehand, right? Like they must've tried to contact him for, if nothing else, permission to record his voice and show his face
  9. Okay, given this severe health condition...you shouldn't travel...she should come visit you here and like she lives in Australia so I don't think it would be hard for her to come here
  10. Let's see how Lisa takes that description of her Usman...
  11. That baby's face looks somehow olders
  12. This stock footage and music is insane
  13. I actually don't find Ash that attractive
  14. Ooh if we see Sian in pictures that means she's gonna be on the show
  15. Can he get a pot leaf for that bouquet?
  16. Beets, onions, potatoes, and herring sounds real Russian to me...I don't know why you'd be surprised
  17. He lied about having kids? He's being really weird about this
  18. You let her see your social media with your kids on it before telling her which either means you accepted her friend request and thought she wouldn't notice (which could also mean you almost never talk about your kids) or you post photos of your kids without protections in place
  19. HE'S BAD, THAT'S WHO HE IS
  20. Honestly, Ed, did you even check if your phone works abroad? Like you did 0 research so I wouldn't be surprised if she is texting you and you just aren't getting them.
  21. Are you surprised that a 23 year old with a child has a) had sex before and b) parties with friends sometimes?
  22. Please don't say "boys and girls partying" when talking about adults...it sounds like 12 year olds talking about a party
  23. NEW COUPLE OCMING UP
  24. HE'S SPENT OVER $100,000?1?!
  25. Celibate until marriage or celibate until???
  26. Ed is acting like it's a ton of money she asked for, but I looked up the conversion and it is $3.56 (but since he does 0 research he probably doesn't know this)
(Prompt by me)
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