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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days season 5, episode 4

Excited to meet Johnny!

  1. So Ximena has faith in more kisses
  2. Mike...why did you delete that call info?
  3. Mike, you didn't download the dictionary?
  4. Caleb, Alina keeps giving hints that you're supposed to kiss her
  5. The tumbleweed necklace is sweet
  6. Memphis, your language barrier is huge
  7. Poor Hamza's friend
  8. If your ankles are swollen, Kim, I'd go to a doctor
  9. Okay, let the record show that Kim said Usman could go alone (okay she kinda goes back on that)
  10. Johnny is quitting his job for this visit? Doesn't he have a kid to support?
  11. Okay I'm gonna be mean for a sec...Johnny's friend WISHES he could get someone as pretty as Ella
  12. Gino is a child
  13. I guess Gino knows his way around
  14. Uh oh, Gino, what are you hiding? 
  15. Ah he's still friends with an ex...Jasmine will hate that when she finds out
  16. Mike is so stressed out
  17. Caleb called Elijah stunning
  18. Elijah is great TV
  19. Sexy Naruto
  20. Johnny and Ella may be a good fit actually
  21. Rosa Ree is so charming
  22. Oop Alina was living with an ex until recently
  23. Finally! They kiss!
  24. Poor Memphis is so tired
  25. Welp this is awkward
  26. Next time Alina's friends continue to question Caleb
  27. Next time we evaluate Hamza's sexual performance
  28. Next time Johnny considers whether visiting the US is a sound financial decision
  29. Next time we "learn" that Jasmine can be explosive
  30. Next time Ximena shares a secret

(Prompt by me)

90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days TLC

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