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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiance: Happily Ever After season 7, episode 17

  For the record, I won't be typing about Big Ed (you can ask me why if you're curious). 

  1. Does Mahadi have any idea what's going on?
  2. Of course we have to discuss it with Usman's mom
  3. Yes Libby and co. therapy session
  4. Yes, those shirts were planned
  5. Oop the kids were split?
  6. Oop Charlie definitely has a drinking problem
  7. Oh is Jovi admitting he could've been wrong?
  8. Oop seems like Michael is cheating
  9. "He's not a terrible guy,"--Jamal's endorsement of Usman
  10. Wasn't Kim wearing this shirt but in red earlier?
  11. Oh gosh Bilal and Shaeeda are in this too
  12. Gross pretzel
  13. Shaeeda's phone has a good camera
  14. Bilal...she doesn't have a lot of time
  15. You are not going above and beyond, Bilal
  16. Wait I missed it, did Usman say Kim needed a tummy tuck?
  17. I don't think they're that close to the war zone, Jovi (but maybe my geography sucks)
  18. Okay, Yara, it's a little nuts that you can't even give an estimate
  19. Oop Yara is having some serious doubts
  20. "Charlie, the bum,"
  21. Yes, a talking D20
  22. Andrei is controlling though
  23. Libby, you were intending to hurt people
  24. I love this color green on you, Kim
  25. Maybe...you two shouldn't be together
  26. I don't like watching people cry
  27. Next time is the tell all?
  28. In four parts???
  29. This should be great
  30. I can't wait

(Prompt by me)

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