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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days season 6, episode 13

Time for some big emotions. 

  1. Cleo looks great
  2. Cleo...you're out of his league
  3. YEAH, EXACTLY, NICOLA'S BROTHER
  4. Aw Nicola's mom is happy
  5. Okay that is not what Meisha said...
  6. Of course Nicola's mom doesn't care
  7. Yes, Nicola is the one who has a problem
  8. Honestly, thank god David went with a camera crew
  9. David is so cute
  10. David, I think now is realistically the only time to propose because you probably can't come to the Philippines again for a while
  11. So Jasmine has a point, but bringing up Legoland is hilarious
  12. This was kinda hard to watch
  13. YES, THE TOOTHBRUSH
  14. Oop Riley got cheated on bad
  15. I don't think Razvan is missing your point, Amanda
  16. Razvan is a good guy
  17. I really want David and Sheila to work out
  18. I don't believe Nicola
  19. Okay it's not really a normal thing, Riley
  20. Yes, Amanda, that's why you shouldn't have gotten into a relationship at this stage
  21. Christian might have a drinking problem
  22. Christian...you're a jerk
  23. Jasmine, you shouldn't have forgiven Gino
  24. Wow I do get more anxious when a man yells
  25. I can't tell if Jasmine is telling the truth about cheating on Gino
  26. Next time Nicola and Meisha get physical?
  27. Next time Statler meets Dempsey's friends
  28. Next time Statler needs therapy
  29. Next time Amanda meets Razvan's family
  30. Next time Christian's "friend" doesn't come to Thanksgiving
  31. Next time Cleo gets upset
  32. Next time David sweats a lot
  33. Next time David proposes?
  34. Next time looks good
  35. Can't wait

(Prompt by me)

90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days, TLC

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