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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiancé: Love In Paradise season 4, episode 6

Time for some choices. 

  1. Are Alex and/or Adriano going to bring up threesomes in front of Adriano's mother?
  2. Alex diving right into religion at dinner
  3. I love this mosaic area that Luke and Madelein are in
  4. I do not like watching Madelein cry
  5. Wait Alliya hasn't told her mom about Shawn yet?
  6. I love that Alliya's mom is supportive
  7. Alliya...please tell your mother about the age gap now before she just meets Shawn
  8. So I do appreciate that Kyle is getting tested for STIs, but he should've been clear about how many women he's had sex with recently
  9. Omg I hope Ani's friend Steph tells her to RUN
  10. "It's not protection, Madelein, it's security,"-Luke (paraphrased)
  11. Anitta! I just saw you on RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars!
  12. Shawn, you didn't even learn "Hello, lovely to meet you," in Portuguese?
  13. Okay, Shawn has learned "Thank you"
  14. Okay, this proposal is admittedly very cute
  15. Alex...just dump Adriano
  16. Um...I think there are religious people who don't "know how to love," though, Alex
  17. Next time Luke breaks Madelein's nail
  18. Next time Madelein flips Luke off
  19. Next time Luke and Madelein push each other
  20. Next time Jackie brings up real issues between Alliya and Shawn
  21. Next time Alliya is worried about how financial dynamics will affect her and Shawn
  22. Next time Ani is too understanding of Kyle
  23. Next time Ani and Kyle hook up?
  24. Next time looks good
  25. Can't wait!

(Prompt by me)

90 Day Fiancé: Love In Paradise, TLC

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