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Thoughts on 90 Day Fiancé season 11, episode 5

Time for some big emotions. 

  1. Shekinah is certainly dedicated, I'll give her that
  2. Remind me of Shekinah's job?
  3. I'd be so nervous if I was Mahdi
  4. THEY FORGOT THE BABY IN THE PLANE
  5. Mark is causing problems
  6. Oop Any and Matt had sex without Amani
  7. Amani, it's pretty clear what Any meant
  8. Amani, I get that this is upsetting and that's fair, but you should've talked about this SO MUCH EARLIER
  9. I'm so glad Alliya had a good experience
  10. Megin, Jessica is fine
  11. Ew, Mina, if you think being sexy makes Jordan mad, I'm gonna vomit
  12. Shawn, you need to tell your kids...you're on television for gods' sakes
  13. Oh wait, Alliya knows that Shawn's kids don't know about her?
  14. Oop is Jessica not over Juan cheating? (I think not)
  15. House cows are a trend, Shekinah?!
  16. A kitchen that you can't cook in, great
  17. Great, Shekinah kept stuff secret
  18. Stevi's dad is being more chill than I thought he'd be
  19. Jordan, yeah it's weird but like is that such a big problem?
  20. Jordan, you did suggest she was a gold digger
  21. Next time we see a Baywatch fantasy
  22. Next time Greg doesn't want to rent because he's ridiculous
  23. Next time Mahdi misses his parents...
  24. ...which somehow makes Stevi question his motives?
  25. Next time Shawn is kind of wishy washy on marriage
  26. Next time Matt forgets that Amani tried to talk to him about boundaries BEFORE they arrived in Mexico
  27. Next time Mark does not help the situation
  28. Next time looks pretty dramatic...
  29. ...which should be fun
  30. Can't wait!

(Prompt by me)

90 Day Fiancé, TLC

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